Everyday I manage to beat myself down. I become negative and horrible. I begin hating myself, and everyone. I let little things suck the life out of me. And all I ever do is dream and wish of living my life. I dream of being the person I want to be, instead of actually making an effort to try and actually be THAT person.
Well, starting TODAY, I want to start LIVING. I want to live everyday of my life instead of wish I could. Or imaging I do through other people’s lives.
I am going to motivate myself.
I am going to make goals for myself, and even if I don’t complete them, I am NOT going to beat myself up for not accomplishing them. I will walk away believing I did my best and say I will try harder next time!
I am doing this to save myself NOW. Instead of waiting, become even more depressed, and developing more self hate for myself.
I am going to start a journey to LOVE myself. NO. That is not selfish of me. Because, if I can’t love myself, how can I love anyone or anything around me?
I am going to improve myself. Spiritualy, emotionally, and physically.
It won’t be easy. But who ever said life was easy?
“The first step of doing something, is to take action”
I’m officially a member of #District10PN. Become a citizen today. The 74th Hunger Games is coming March 23. http://TheCapitol.PN
SARAH!! I ALWAYS kept this!!
I read your post before, and I never replied to it…(because apparently I’m still a noob to tumblr and I don’t know how to post replies…xD)
But you are NOT a horrible friend!! Life just gets busy and life just keeps on moving, so don’t feel bad for never replying back to my letter!! :)
I miss you so much, and I often reminisce about Biology and IEW, and how much “fun” we had in those classes together.(We actually DID have fun though…Because we were the awesomest ones there!! :D teehee) That reminds me, for the longest time I have been trying to remember that one word you used that was totally EPIC and AWESOME and I’m pretty sure it had the word “Bob” in it…haha, Oh well, anyways. This is a very late, loooooong overdue reply to your thoughtful post.
I miss you my friend!!! <3
P.S. Yes, I DO still LOOOOOOVE cows!! :)…mooo!
You are not your bra-size, nor are you the width of your waist, nor are you the slenderness of your calves. You are not your hair color, your skin color, nor are you a shade of lipstick. Your shoe-size is of no consequence. You are not defined by the amount of attention you get from males, females, or any combination thereof. You are not the number of sit-ups you can do, nor are you the number of calories in a day. You are not your mustache. You are not the hair on your legs. You are not a little red dress.
You are no amalgam of these things.
You are the content of your character. You are the ambitions that drive you. You are the goals that you set. You are the things that you laugh at and the words that you say. You are the thoughts you think and the things you wonder. You are beautiful and desirable not for the clique you attend, but for the spark of life within you that compels you to make your life a full and meaningful one. You are beautiful not for the shape of the vessel, but for the volume of the soul it carries.
(Source: thisisthehorrorshow)
It’s official!! Say hello to my hot new wife Mrs. Alli Trippy!! Yay!! Don’t worry lots of footage and montage video on youtube.com/charlestrippy tomorrow!!
I LOVE these people!!!
So much!! And they’ll never know it!!